Another Goal Achieved

Finally, I am now debt-free. Woot!


Re-Direction

I have been thinking about what I did with my life for the past seven years (I did not include the first 20 years of my life since I'm not in control) and I came to a thought that my life has been pretty boring. I mean I could have been living my dreams now, but I'm not. Rather, I'm stuck here in Makati working unhappily. I know there is still time; what I want to do going forward is to start all over again. I will lay out my plans for my life, like what kind of lifestyle I want and which city I want to live in (which is NYC) and then think of plans on how to put them into reality. This is that moment. The start of my DETOUR.

I am currently working on several applications for a post graduate degree in the US and when I get accepted in the school I chose, that's super close to my dreams. NOW is the time to act. not next year, not in the next two. It's NOW.


Life thoughts

Life is a cycle of many things. You wait for your hair to grow long, and then cut it, then wait for it to grow again; You gain weight, and then you lose it, and then gain some more so that you have a reason to diet; You spend all your money and be broke and then wait for payday to spend dough again; You wake up and then sleep; Same thing goes for fashion, it all comes back. Everything in this life is all about routine. The only challenge is to not get tired of it. Simple, right?


I Experienced Death

And it wasn't what we think it's like. Death is the most beautiful thing we could ever experience. Once your eyes are closing, you will hear the most beautiful sound of all. It was amazing. All the pain the you felt, say, you were caught in a car crash, you're gonna die; it's painful, yes, but when you're dead, it's totally a different thing. When you die, it's just the start of a new life. And it's a wonderful thing. At first it's all black, like you are blind and not able to see a thing, but then the sound starts playing. It sounds so different from the usual music we all know. The sound you will hear is like it's for the heart and soul, your ears can haer it, but it's your chest area that is most pleasant. You're floating. Too bad, I was brought back to life and was unable to see what's next. But I'm sure there's a next time.


Umbrella. Ella, ella, ella, ella.

It's 1:10 in the morning and it's still raining. I don't like it when it rains and I have to go out. It's so inconvenient.

Since I started this new job - my life changed. I sleep in the daytime and work during the night. I'm like a Vampire now. This kind of routine is no good - it keeps you from doing many things. Like going to the mall after work, watching prime time tv shows, etc. And when I need to go to the bank, I've to wait until it opens. I don't like this kind of schedule. It's not good for me. Good thing I have other options but I am not disclosing it to anyone yet.