note to self

i'm really not in the mood to blog today, tomorrow's not looking good either. but i checked my page and saw how lifeless it is. have to do something to make it "updated" albeit there's really nothing to update. you know, i think blogging is not for me anymore. i lost the passion. some years back, i remember i would blog more than once a day - becuase it was just so new to me and i wanted to make it a nice thing for me. but now, i dont know why i still keep this blog - i dont even know why i'm keeping it.